Now I understand

"I still hear your voice
when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch
in my dream.
Forgive me, my weakness,
but I don't know why
without you is hard to survive.
Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss,
I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast
I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch,
I feel the statics
Cause everytime we kiss,
I reach for the sky.
Can't you feel my heart beat so
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life
Your arms are my castle
your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears
When I cry
The good and the bad time
we've been trough then more
you make me rise
when I fall."
I never wanted to make this music my words,
but the life did it that way.
I never asked to feel the empty when I'm not with you,
but always want the happiness of been with you.
Sorry if it's killing you, but I just can't control it.
Like she said, forgive my weakness.
I wish this fear of lose you didn't exist,
but it does.
And scares me every time, everywhere.
When I'm trying to concentrate,
to sleep, to wake up.
You make me rise when I fall
is what she said.
But you aren't where,
I can't see the truth in your eyes,
I can't read your mind,
I can't know what you're feeling.
If loves me too,
if you're just a gentleman,
if you just wanna break free.
This mass kills me.
What do I have to do to stop it?
Can't you feel my heart beat?
So, I can't let you go.
But if I'm not that strong?
If your spread is stronger than
the wrap of my arms?
I'm happy of loving you,
of belonging with you.
But, sometimes, it frustrates me,
being alone makes me unsecured.
They say that love heals and hurts,
now I understand very well.
But they say we can't live without love too,
and I do agree with them.
Now I understand.
And I think you'll never understand it,
as long as you being with me,
cause I love you so much
that I'll try to protect your heart
more than everything in this world
with my uncountable love.
Even if it hurts mine.
Please, stop making me think you no longer love me.
Answer my mails, call me, come to me.
I'm begin you, please, save me.
Take me away from this darkness,
that is consuming my mind, my soul, my heart.
And, always remember that...
I Luv Ya.